My brain is baffled. It is now January 2025. Like whattttttt!  Happy New Year!  The last blog entry that I posted I actually started writing in 2022! I hit publish tonight when I was finally logging back into the blog that once served me so well. I figured I may as well just out whatever I had written down into the ethers because I had taken the time to craft it, and for some reason do nothing with it. Regardless, 2022 legitimately feels like a whole other lifetime ago. Reflecting back, a big part of me wants to curl into a small little ball and cry my eyes out, while another part of me feels so grown and shifted, that I have no real desire to actually put myself on the ground and pretend like things aren't happening. I also wonder if I would be able to get my ass up off the ground easily if I was down there. Funny, but sadly accurate for where things are right now.  I really had hoped to prioritize writing things into this online journal and document that what's been hap...