Moving Forward

 I felt like I was going to lose it yesterday completely. I actually think today everything that happened has hit me kinda like a punch in the face and I am processing it all. Feeling a lot. I actually spent the single hour of free time I had today writing down all the details of the drama that unfolded, only to step away to nap my little one, and come back and erase it all. The fact is, what has happened, is done and the details of the drama is just playing into what hasn't been working. Im feeling depleted, upset, overwhelmed and out of alignment and I want something different. Focusing incorrectly isn't going to move me forward. A mindset shift, and choosing love will. I want to respond differently to the pain of powerlessness because I can see a different kind of power. 

But just to remind future me what contributed to an adjustment in perspective: A fall at the public outdoor pool, a massive pain in the butt and zero acknowledgment, boundaries not executed, a lost puppy and a 5 hour search, putting others needs first, a late night, and almost 10,000 litres of water escaping our yard pool. 

Onwards and Upwards

ox

C